Colors and Cautery

Yesterday I told Janet (one of my best buds at work) how I’m kind of feeling a bit incomplete and I don’t really feel well about how I look and such. I really don’t know what has been causing this weird emotion but I can’t help but feel down. There’s absolutely no reason for me to be depressed or whatsoever but something inside has been pulling me down; and somehow, I’m kind of giving in.

Tuesday, I went to work as usual, with my face seemingly full of joy, dressed in a floral Get Laud dress, literally, and wearing my Fioni boots from Payless. I arrived at the office ten minutes before 8:00 AM so it should be a good start. We all got ready and then headed to our Valenzuela Office for our scheduled free Cautery for Warts Removal.

I have been with the organization for almost two years. Honestly, after my first year I thought I wouldn’t be able to make it on my second year. They have these rules which just seem pointless and nuisance for me because I love expressing myself and I believe that I can work well if I love how I look. You know how I love my tattoos, how I love experimenting with my hair and somehow, the organization has been limiting my creative freedom; but come to think of it... There are tons of other reasons why I shouldn’t leave. The vision of the organization, the benefits, the people I’ve been friends with and how comfortable it is to travel from home to work.

I love the job. I love what we do. I love the perks I get from it. I love how the organization values family relations and I love how genuine my friends are here.

So back to my Cautery session:

Before I proceed with the cream-type anaesthesia to be applied on my warts, I headed first to HBC Karuhatan to get me some goodies! Oh yeah! Thank you so much HBC for the SanSan Eyeshadows. I can’t wait to give ‘em a try and experiment on different makeup looks. Although I won’t be able to do it this weekend due to my no-makeup week (blame ze warts!), as soon as my face is okay, I’m so doing various makeup looks for you all to enjoy. Suggestions are open at the comments section below!

So after picking up my eyeshadows from HBC, I had my cream-type anaesthesia applied on my face and waited for 30-40 minutes till it sets down on my warts. So after the given time, I went back and had those nasty warts zapped off of my face.

Zap! Zap! Zap!

Ouch! Yes, there was a bit of pain but definitely tolerable. I don’t have much warts (Thank you, Lord) so it only took me a good 10-15 minutes to finish the Cautery session.

After all of these Tuesday happenings, I feel lighter and somehow better. I haven’t fully recovered from the unknown depressing feeling I’ve had yesterday but at least, as the day passes by, God has been slowly unfolding right in front of my eyes the many reasons why I should be happy.

P.S. I can’t wait for these nasty wart-scars to be gone. I wanna put makeup on again! GRRR...